#1
I let you cut me
once too often with your blunt
indifferent knives
#2
I let you undo
me as easily as a
newly stitched zipper
#1
I let you cut me
once too often with your blunt
indifferent knives
#2
I let you undo
me as easily as a
newly stitched zipper
the tide
that drags
me
down,
you spit me
out upside
round,
you haul
and pull
and push
me in,
and then
you let me
spin
the moon swallowed by
the dragon maw of cloud you
closed your eyes and sank
there are
some small
brown winged
moths
in this
collection –
seen in
the right
light –
their
Mottled wings
hold a
certain
Incandescence-
an
internal glow-
heavier
than the
ornate
gilded
frames they
have been
placed
pinned
and
hung in.
I wake
at 6 am
eyelids
gut
hands
fluttering.
I remember
Now
that your
voice
sounded
as flat
and
Pinned
as the
gold framed
moths
i once
hung
on our
hallway wall.
You are:
eerie
resounding
sound,
real unreal.
Dusk and
full shadow,
seen unseen.
A suddenly
certain
uncertainty.
The ghost
in
my head.
she
loses
misplaces
finds
invents.
all
her
words.
they
were
buried
somewhere
beneath
this
clumsy
shedding
of
her
skin.
beneath
this
in
sis
tent
pulse.
beneath
this
et
er
nal
eve
rlas
ting
din.
for a time
i thought
that
i could
contain
myself,
saw success in
a neat
magical binding
with chain
and
with lock
and with cage.
i
took this cage.
Submerged it.
Plunged it into
water
and depth
and darkness…
Turns
out that
I am
an escape artist,
a Houdini like
tendency
for unpicking
dissembling
the knots
–
allononelongbreath
roomfornomorenow
–
rising
from
the supposed
dead.